TGIF!!! Omg another week just flew past and that's the end of week 7. I'm glad i'm finally starting to speed up my studying pace super fast now. I'm gonna study even more from this weekend onwards! Gambate! :D
Chem QA was such a killer today. We were instructed to do 4 experiments in less than 1 hour (which is crazy) and i only managed to do 3. sighz. I guess i gotta speed up and read up more on QA. Econs too. There's a case study test next week and i really hope i'll be able to improve on my grades.
Super sad today. Everyone in class went for PE while i was left at the stadium steps cuz i am on MC all the way till March, thanks to my recovering ankle. Anyway, i'm simply glad that i don't have to be on crutches and in a cast anymore. That 2 months of baikah days are complete hell for me. Not being able to bathe and move around the house was one thing, but not being able to exercise and accumulating fats and attempting to walk on the streets without getting stares from passers-by is simply pure torture. *shivers* Imagine me doing OP and taking music theory exam with my big white fat leg xP But i helped me realise who are the people who care about me and who are those who don't give a damn. Best thing was, it totally helped me get over him when he didn't even bother taking the initiative to ask about me even till i recovered. That experience really enlightened me on who are my real friends and those that are not worth my time...and most importantly, family. Without my brothers and my mum's care, being temporarily handicapped would be a worse experience than it already was. While it did help in my emotional growth and contributed to my collection of life's experiences, for the sake of my dance, i'm gonna be extra careful from now on and not hurt my leg like that ever again. I really really hope that i'll be able to dance normally by the time my MC expires. I really miss my dance friends, especially my partner:)
hey...how did i come to this topic?! OH. yeah. i was waiting for the class when it suddenly rained. Then i frantically tried to take all the bags up onto higher ground lest they get soaked. When the class came, many didn't even notice what i did...but i'm just a little disappointed since i expected it. Anyway, i wasn't doing it for the 'glory'. Sometimes, i just wished that i can be closer friends with my classmates. but it's very hard since in an IP school, RI and RGS people all know each other. Trying to break into that social circle would be like trying to complete 5 econs essay in one hour. Well, i guess i'll just continue to be nice and hopefully one day we'll truly be friends. But hoitong, megan, dawn and the rest are really awesome classmates:) Though the 'quiet girls' look mugger-ish and stuff, i found that they are really cool and interesting people:) I think they are the super fun friends minus the drama, squealings and all.
Angie and the rest are also an awesome bunch, but maybe becuz it's a really big clique, the personal interactions one gets with others in the same clique would be super limited. Sometimes i just feel like i can't connect to them. And it's also partly due to my personality, i can't stand it when there are too many people and too much noise and no place for me to speak. I can't out-loud these super vocal girls and they don't really get my jokes as well as megan and the rest. This is one bad thing about me, i'm too sensitive and need to be constantly given assurance(low self confidence perhaps?) :/ but i'm working on that.
Anyway, it's countdown to CT1 and i'm gonna work super duper hard and not slack anymore. Gotta go get myself a cup of nice hot coffee and start work! Gambete! Jiayou! :D
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