There's only one word that can describe my emotional state now: STRESSED. Seriously. After CTs, I've never had a proper rest at all and i'm really very grateful that my body did not give in to the flu bug through this time. Must stay healthy!

Sighz. Now, on top of homework, revision, lessons, remedial, SPA exam and all, there's still the dance competition. My partner sent me a sms today saying that we should not compete cuz of our schedules and all and that 2 weeks is not enough to prepare. That's one thing that i can't deny. But I can't deny the fact that I really need to take part in this competition and I need to win it. It's gonna be very stressful for the next 2 weeks and I guess, as much as I hate it, it is necessary. I really need all the energy and luck that I can get.

Hopefully everything will go well for SPA and that I'll be able to score full marks for it. Gambate!

Feeling quite tired after the long weekend and especially right now when i'm trying to prepare for my gp essay test tmr. As you all would have noticed by now, my english vocab is really quite limited and i'm really amazed by imba people who can write so elegantly, putting across their messages so smoothly. I shall practice hard and hopefully, I would be able to reach that standard in my CT2 paper.

Plus, I'm really frustrated with my inefficiency. And how can I get tired so easily? I don't have cca in school and my mum fetches me home everyday. But why do i consistently doze off the moment i reach home?! It's time to stop afternoon naps from now on, so that i can have more time to study. A few more dozes of caffeine should do the trick.

Anyway, seeing everyone around me working so hard for their studies and ccas, I know I cannot afford to slack. I will do my best and train for my upcoming competition and also for my exams and studies. I will persevere and strive hard towards my goals! I know I can do it! Jiayou! :)