Had a happy day today, despite the enormous increase in workload xD My friends are so awesome today :) laughed alot alot and for once i felt so light and happy. For once in a very long time, i am able to laugh with my friends till i teared. And finally i can get to meet up with my BFFs.

For once, I have the motivation and power and will to charge on :)

Let everyday be such an inspiring day :)

Super stressed lately. damn tired now but i have to stay awake to do my homework as well as revision. Prelims is just 5 weeks away an i cannot afford to slack. must jiayou and chiong.

Lately i get really sensitive and i srsly find it super irritating and downright creepy for a guy to keep stealing glances at his crush. And that's what's happening in class and the poor girl just happens to be my friend. Sitting near her, you'll be able to sense this pair of eyes glued to the person next to you and trust me, it gets really annoying. Makes you wonder if his eyes are gonna pop out the next minute just from all the side glances and dubious thoughts that might be going through that head. omg. Super sad for my friend.

but yeah. then this brings me to some random food-for-thought that came to me just now. I keep getting the feeling that there's been this pair of eyes on me for the past few days. But then again, I think i'm just getting paranoid seeing all the perv glances that my friend's suffering from these few weeks. No guy would actually find me attractive, since i'm known for being serious and fierce. haha.

I don't know why but the 6 people group is has been acting really weird towards me lately. The usual cheery J who would say hi to me even when we weren't that close, was unusually distant from me. Even the smiles that the girls gave me seemed so...forced. Weird. I didn't do anything. Sighz. No point pondering over such stuff though, it's a waste of time, especially during this time of the year. Ah nvm. I'll just continue to be myself. No time to bother what they're thinking anyway.

Anyway, i'm really glad that none of my friends actually know of this blog. It would be weird for them to read all this anyway.

Anyway, gtg study. Wish me luck! :)

Stressed. Just srsly stressed.
Give me the strength and will to carry on.

CT2 is over and i can't believe how the first day of term 3 made me feel so sick and nervous. Gotta write my own SGC and I have so little achievements to write about. (omg so far i can only think of one D:) shucks. And then the next awesome assignment comes from GP AS USUAL. Have to do thesis and topic statements for an essay question. As much as i want to, i just suck at writing and analyzing essay questions. I shall just get ready to embarrass myself in front of the whole class, thanks to ... :(
Okay, to give some credit to the gp teacher, he is much better than the one we had last year. I've never worked so much for gp last year as much as this year. Gotta jiayou.

Anyway, it's super obvious now that i'm procastinating...really super reluctant to start on gp stuff but the presentation is like 2 weeks away. PLUS there's still much revision to do. haiz.

Oh. plus i'm getting braces soon. extracting my teeth tmr. then 2 more the next week. then officially braces girl the week after. it's gonna be a long 2 years. hopefully the braces won't disrupt my studying and i won't look too ugly or retarded:/ people have been telling me that i will slim down with braces...probably the only comforting comment i guess.

Watched a korean talk cum game show. it was EPIC. I guess the questions that girls and guys post to each other would stay pretty much the same. Maybe it's an instinct for a group of girls/guys to become a little competitive in front of the opposite sex? haha.

okay, done with my ranting. Gotta go chiong.