Super stressed lately. damn tired now but i have to stay awake to do my homework as well as revision. Prelims is just 5 weeks away an i cannot afford to slack. must jiayou and chiong.

Lately i get really sensitive and i srsly find it super irritating and downright creepy for a guy to keep stealing glances at his crush. And that's what's happening in class and the poor girl just happens to be my friend. Sitting near her, you'll be able to sense this pair of eyes glued to the person next to you and trust me, it gets really annoying. Makes you wonder if his eyes are gonna pop out the next minute just from all the side glances and dubious thoughts that might be going through that head. omg. Super sad for my friend.

but yeah. then this brings me to some random food-for-thought that came to me just now. I keep getting the feeling that there's been this pair of eyes on me for the past few days. But then again, I think i'm just getting paranoid seeing all the perv glances that my friend's suffering from these few weeks. No guy would actually find me attractive, since i'm known for being serious and fierce. haha.

I don't know why but the 6 people group is has been acting really weird towards me lately. The usual cheery J who would say hi to me even when we weren't that close, was unusually distant from me. Even the smiles that the girls gave me seemed so...forced. Weird. I didn't do anything. Sighz. No point pondering over such stuff though, it's a waste of time, especially during this time of the year. Ah nvm. I'll just continue to be myself. No time to bother what they're thinking anyway.

Anyway, i'm really glad that none of my friends actually know of this blog. It would be weird for them to read all this anyway.

Anyway, gtg study. Wish me luck! :)