I didn't feel as liberated and relaxed as i thought i would before A's.

Maybe i should go overseas...go to a foreign country where everything is so new, so interesting, so foreign. Even though i am quite lazy, but i know deep inside that i'm a born adventurer. To go explore the natural beauty, architecture, food, scent, languages, practices, lifestyles in the world around me. yeah. if i do have the money to do so.

sighz. I wanna feel go to a place where i can temporarily put aside all the decisions and responsibilities that i have to carry on my shoulders. yeah and all that growing up that i have to do..especially since these responsibilities and decisions will only increase as i grow up.

lol i guess i should just forget about all these serious stuff on christmas eve and focus on having fun :)