I can't get a job!!!! Thanks to the stupid wisdom tooth!!!!!!!

I don't know what i'm doing right now. Wake everyday and nothing to do. Feels so
worthless. What's the point of waking up every morning when you have no aim, no mission, no job, no assignment, no homework, no nothing to work towards?!?!!?!?!

I wake up every morning feeling like an idiot. I'm so stressed i feel like i'm gonna explode right now!!!!! YEAH. NOTHING TO DO AND STILL STRESSED. THAT'S BECAUSE EVERYONE IS GOING OFF TO WORK AND I'M STUCK AT HOME WITH NO AIM IN LIFE LIKE A BUG, A PEST. AT LEAST THEY HAVE SOMETHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT EVERYDAY. ME? Now i hate it whenever someone asks me "how's your day" or "how's life?"...becuz i have NOTHING TO SAY. YEAH I'M FINE...SO CAREFREE CUZ I'M LAZING AROUND AT HOME DOING NOTHING YEAH I GOT NO JOB WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO.

I really don't know what i'm doing right now. Wanted to think but then i got so anxious that my mind went blank. I can't think. I don't know what to do. I feel useless. That's why i'm desperately trying to learn so many things. I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE I CAN DO. YEAH U ASK ME WHY I WANT TO SPEND MONEY LEARNING ALL THESE STUFF...BUT THAT'S BECAUSE I CAN'T EARN MONEY. THAT'S WHY I CAN ONLY DO THESE TO NOT LET MYSELF WASTE AWAY/ GO CRAZY.

I REALLY NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE IF NOT I'LL GO CRAZY.

JUST GIVE ME A JOB. ANY JOB.