For the very first time, i actually sang birthday song to myself (with my mum) in my room, with just a tiny slice of my fav tiramisu cake. It was the most low profile bday celebration ever, but i've never felt happier. I am seriously an introvert. HAHAHA. My bros said that bday wishes don't come true, but I still believe in bday wishes, becuz they did come true for me. The thing is, i don't wish for things that happen by pure chance. I wish for things, then work hard for them, and hopefully that with some luck from my bday wishes, I can succeed. And I actually did achieve quite a lot and I believe that some luck is indeed needed to have such results. Don't expect to get anything if you don't work hard for them. Looking back at these 3 months, I am really amazed at how i managed to survive all that workload and stress. And i'm really grateful to have met so many nice people in sch. Srsly, without friends, uni is a really sad cruel battleground. okay.. this is abrupt but i'm going to sleep now. need to wake up early tmr to go sch. Ciao~

Yay finally my exams are over :) And i just passed my FTT today. awesome!! But sian. will have non-stop dance prac for the whole holiday omg *puke*

Anw, now that i'm not going to hokkaido...i have the whole month of nothing-to-do. Hopefully this time i will not waste my hols..especially since December is my favorite month XD

Anw, gtg chillax now. Ciao~

Why some people just don't know how to mince their words? Or is it just becuz i'm already so annoyed with them that no matter what they say it just sounds so...tactless?

I don't know. But i know i should seriously stop taking their words so srsly from now on and accept the fact that sometimes ppl just like to say things “without going through their brains” (不经大脑）. And I should stop rebutting them. Waste my time and energy and it's not doing any good for my reputation. AND so that i don't have to waste even more time trying to write apology-cum-explanation letters to "save the day"-.-

These are times whereby u know who are the zeros.

嗯。。。如果能是一样幸福的结局就好了。 给我一个长得像陈柏霖一样帅，一样爱我的“好朋友”吧。

刚看完了第12集的《我可能不会爱你》 哇塞～程又青跟我太像了。。。不知结局会是怎么样。。。希望能又好结果。。。 可惜。。唯一差别是我生命中没有李大仁，连爱情都没体会过。

I don't know why i'm being so irritable today. And yeah...maybe i should change the way i speak to people.

我。。。真的很累很累。

我再也不想做大人了，当了18年的大人也已经够了。我只想要过一个18岁少女应有的无忧人生。一次也好，能让我随心所欲地买我喜欢的衣服首饰吗？一次也好，能让我大胆吃我爱吃的食物吗？

一次也好，能让我拥有当幼稚，天真，任性小女孩的特别权利吗？